If love is morphine,that loneliness will be a kind of virus.I got a kind of virus called loneliness.
Some times,I woke up without any reason in midnight.Double bed is so big that I feel lonely.What I could do is huddling up my body in the corner.
Qingdao is very cold after rained.I wander toward ave alone with a kind of mood that don't wanna go back.Wind blows down the leaves which are yellow from the tree.Maybe only god knows where will they go and where will I go.But actually I never mind the answer to this problem,cause I'm alone.Nobody care where I go and what I do.
Maple leaves on Qingdao road is so thunder-and-lightning just like blood maybe like fire.What ever I don't know what they like in hell.People in this street don't stop to look at those beautiful leaves like past,replace by hurring away.
Stand on the bustling street,breathe the busy air,I found breath is a difficult thing in this condition,so I try to get away from this street immediately,from this engaged crowd.What ever what I do&where I go,I find I'm lonely.I have no idea when I become this kind of myself.Yes,I'm in loneliness.What ever where I go,I'm alone.
Sky at dusk is too fair to let me feel oppression.I stay in the corner of balcony.Living room is glooming little by little along with sundown.Now I find my color is as alike as loneliness,as darkness.
Walking into living room,opening the computer,loading QQ&BBS.All of a sudden,I ask myself when I wallow in Internet?The answer is I don't know.Maybe one year ago,maybe two years ago,maybe ……wallow in it when I meet it first time.Thanks for the happy time that it bring to me,but now I think out I lost the original large charge.Internet can't bear down that virus.
AM 1:30,I'm sitting on the chair,looking at the screen,typing these words.In fact I don't wanna on the Internet,stay up all night,but I can't find the antivirus of this virus called loneliness.作者: wowshell 时间: 2006-10-24 01:58
